I only want you to be honest. But if you insist on being difficult, I will leave it at that. However, I will say this:
There is no word for 'love' in the Kremnoan language, and I have never known it. But I can only assume the way I feel for Castorice is as close to love as I can get. [ Because what he feels for Phainon is beyond love. It's a whole level above everything else. But his fellow Chrysos Heirs? Castorice especially? Love. He loves her. She is the family he never got to have. ]
Whatever your intentions are, you would do well not to hurt her.
[ He BARELY has a handle on his feelings. The bar is SO LOW. ]
... That is enough of an answer for me.
[ He doesn't feel the need to comment on a "punishment" because that should be a given. Harming Aventurine would upset Castorice, but he will make his life hell. ]
{ yeah, the bar is SO LOW and aventurine's handle on it is under the ground. we know how it is. }
Did you ask all this because of what Boothill asked us?
{ he has no idea what castorice has told him, and maybe even after they've talked about... some of this, she isn't happy with his answer after all. is that it? 😔 }
[ Castorice has told him a lot, but nothing about this. Not yet, anyway. He's going purely based on The Yearning and jumpscaring Cas with sexy dresses. ]
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text; un: fig.stew I'm so sorry
Date: 2026-02-15 04:23 am (UTC)[ What prompted this? A lot, but also nothing at all. It's been on Mydei's mind for a minute and now he's finally asking. ]
text | are you though!!!! sdkjgn
Date: 2026-02-15 10:05 am (UTC)and then he deflects, of course he does. }
Why does it sound like you think I plan on committing murder?
no 😊
Date: 2026-02-15 03:22 pm (UTC)😤
Date: 2026-02-15 03:25 pm (UTC){ whatever this is. }
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Date: 2026-02-15 05:38 pm (UTC)[ He's just stupid intense. ]
I'm only asking as someone who cares about her. She cares for you. And I think you care for her, too.
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Date: 2026-02-15 06:19 pm (UTC)Think about it, how would you feel if I messaged you out of the blue with something like 'What are your intentions towards Phainon.'?
{ besides, everyone knows about that, there's no need to ask 😔
he still isn't answering the question though rip. }
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Date: 2026-02-15 06:27 pm (UTC)[ In punching distance???? ]
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Date: 2026-02-15 07:05 pm (UTC)What do you want me to say? Whatever I do say to you, isn't all of this what she deserves to hear rather than you?
Besides, if I were really dishonest I could lie and tell you exactly it is what you want to hear. How is this protecting her at all?
{ mydei unexpectedly opening pandora's box- }
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Date: 2026-02-15 07:47 pm (UTC)I only want you to be honest. But if you insist on being difficult, I will leave it at that. However, I will say this:
There is no word for 'love' in the Kremnoan language, and I have never known it. But I can only assume the way I feel for Castorice is as close to love as I can get. [ Because what he feels for Phainon is beyond love. It's a whole level above everything else. But his fellow Chrysos Heirs? Castorice especially? Love. He loves her. She is the family he never got to have. ]
Whatever your intentions are, you would do well not to hurt her.
😔
Date: 2026-02-15 07:53 pm (UTC)But I can promise I would hurt myself before I ever hurt her.
If I ever fail on that, I'll turn up on your doorstep ready for whatever punishment you see fit. How does that sound?
{ must be nice to have a good handle on your feelings so you can say all this with confidence, mydei... }
god these two
Date: 2026-02-15 11:19 pm (UTC)... That is enough of an answer for me.
[ He doesn't feel the need to comment on a "punishment" because that should be a given. Harming Aventurine would upset Castorice, but he will make his life hell. ]
truly
Date: 2026-02-17 12:32 am (UTC)Did you ask all this because of what Boothill asked us?
{ he has no idea what castorice has told him, and maybe even after they've talked about... some of this, she isn't happy with his answer after all. is that it? 😔 }
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Date: 2026-02-21 06:48 am (UTC)[ Castorice has told him a lot, but nothing about this. Not yet, anyway. He's going purely based on The Yearning and jumpscaring Cas with sexy dresses. ]